no wonder we are so fucked up
A while ago my friend told me something really interesting about her son’s experience of mind control at school. He attended a school trip which meant a whole day away from school. The next day he went back to school and became aware of a significant change with his friends and classmates…
let’s turn it around & say no
A while ago my friend told me something really interesting about her son’s experience of mind control at school. He attended a school trip which meant a whole day away from school. The next day he went back to school and became aware of a significant change with his friends and classmates. Around 60% of them had decided to change their sexuality and a smaller number started to question their gender. He wondered what on earth had happened. He was told that a speaker (who was a government representative) had come to the school to talk about sex, sexuality and gender fluidity. This talk was so powerful that it influenced a lot of children present to reconsider their gender or sexuality, where previously the majority were girl or boy, heterosexual. Somehow, they had made it cool to be bi-sexual, gay, homosexual and whilst I am not criticising those identities, what concerns me is the mind control that purposefully took place that day. While many of the children reverted to their previous gender or sexuality within a few months, it is astonishing that a single presentation had exerted such an influence on the children’s identity.
The cultivation of gender confusion isn’t only happening in school. In September 2023, there was a televised World Economic Forum panel and the purpose was to discuss the effects of climate on gender – now that one made me laugh out loud. They actually said, “climate affects gender and gender affects climate”. One of the panellists “has created a huge movement around queer and climate” apparently! A serious discussion on climate change and how it affects sexual identity. So can a hot day turn you gay? I mean, this is totally bonkers.
There are hormones being put into our food and water supply, no wonder people are confused about who we are.
The alleged science of gender identity is being categorised and authenticated at a rate much faster than, say, closing the gender pay gap. A look on MedIcine Net lists 72 genders in addition to male and female. Here are some of the weirdest:
Aerogender: Also called evaisgender, this gender identity changes according to one’s surroundings.
Ambonec: The person identifies themselves as both man and woman and yet does not belong to either.
Apagender: The person has apathy or a lack of feelings toward one's gender identity.
Biogender: Having a gender that is closely related to nature.
Collgender: Various genders are present at the same time in the individual.
Epicene: It is associated with a strong feeling of not being able to relate to any of the two genders of the binary gender or both of the binary gender characteristics. (this has to be the most confusing one of all)
Femgender: A nonbinary gender identity that is feminine.
Genderblank: It is closely related to a blank space. (there are no words)
If I had to choose one, I’d go for
Healgender: A gender identity that gives the person peace, calm, and positivity.
We could all do with some of that.
Who would create such an insane list? Medicine Net and their partnering organisation, Veritas Medicine, work to connect people, funding and pharmaceutical companies to funding. As ever, the signposts point to money and power through manipulation.
Another question we might ask is, what problem is this medicalised gender industry solving? As the school speaker I mentioned earlier demonstrated, it is easily possible to create a culture that accepts and welcomes diversity, without feeding people into a medicalised, surgical pipeline.
Imagine thinking genitalia doesn’t indicate gender, then suggesting to cut off genitalia to ‘change’ gender. So much of this does not make sense, in order to confuse people and make them afraid to challenge such delicate matters and try to to be politically correct. They also don’t talk about the lifelong challenge of taking medication, enduring many painful surgeries and the disturbing and tellingly high levels of suicide.
Most children raise very interesting questions as they are growing up and the way we answer them is of the utmost importance. Compassion, understanding, and making sure they are heard are paramount, but if a boy aged 5 says he wants to be a girl, it doesn’t mean that is true for the rest of his life. If he’s still saying it many, many years later, then that’s a different matter and is very much in the minority.
It is not ok to influence children into changing their gender or sexuality. I have seen some bizarre videos of teachers doing exactly this and drag queens in bondage attire reading books to children, whilst telling them to “shhhhh don’t tell your parents”. This is happening in libraries, with drag queens wearing thongs and twerking and the adults in the room saying nothing. They are groomers, who behave differently if they know they are being filmed. Children need to learn to read and think creatively and if you need a drag act for that, there is something seriously wrong. It is not like panto - drag is adult entertainment. This is a global programme and you can see lots of videos online where this has been happening in Australia, USA and the UK, amongst other countries. (I have a few videos to share with you on this, see the notes below.)
The education system leaves a lot to be desired and was significantly changed in the early 1900s by John D Rockerfeller, who famously said, “I don’t want a nation of thinkers, I want a nation of workers”. When asked about the curriculum and what they were going to teach children in the ‘indoctrination programme’, the answer was “teach them everything about nothing”. I’ve often wondered why we were not taught really important things like values, the legal system, taxes, system of government, conflict resolution, budgeting, boundaries, and the financial system.
The other factor that compounds the issue of confusion for a child about the fundamental aspect of ‘who am I’, is not being heard. I experienced that in my childhood, and it is the number one issue that my clients uncover in our coaching sessions. I have heard many stories where they have tried to raise a problem with a parent, but because the parent didn’t want to acknowledge or deal with it, they chose to ignore the child and continue with the behaviour or experience the child was upset about.
The long-lasting effects of not hearing your child (or anyone for that matter) and not taking relevant and appropriate action, is huge and can manifest in many unhealthy ways, such as control issues, dysfunctional relationships and a negative relationship with alcohol and drugs, or other numbing activities.
So, what can we do? Get curious about what your child is being taught, especially in the areas of sex, sexuality and gender. Is what they’re being taught age-appropriate in your view? Talk to them about relationships and intimacy, the divine aspects of sex, not the transactional, confusing information they are often given. Deeply listen to what they tell you and don’t avoid dealing with something because you don’t like what you hear. Notice the fear, maybe of the repercussions for you, and take action anyway.
As adults, it is of the utmost importance that we protect all children, say no to what is not right and encourage a balanced and open education, be it at home or school.
I know that this is part of an agenda to confuse, segregate and dehumanise the population globally and yet it is a greater invitation to connect with the nature that we are, get really curious, raise our frequency and connect with each other at a much deeper level. The most important step you can take is to do your inner work. Find a way to connect with your inner child and help it to know that it is loved, safe and free - this can be life changing and profound.
Invite as much love, play and fun as you can possibly manifest.
Much love
Pauline
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clean up your pineal gland
Your pineal gland helps us to be highly functioning humans - making it pretty significant to every one of us. Right now, you are possibly operating at somewhere between 5-10% of your full capacity. We are all mental, emotional, physical and spiritual beings and there’s an extraordinary amount of untapped potential to discover when we clean up our act and become so much more brilliant…
and be so much more brilliant
Do you know what your pineal gland does? It is fundamental to helping us to be highly functioning humans - making it pretty significant to every one of us. Right now as you scroll through this article, you are possibly operating at somewhere between 5-10% of your full capacity. We are all mental, emotional, physical and spiritual beings and there’s an extraordinary amount of untapped potential to discover when we clean up our act and become so much more brilliant…
The pineal gland is a pea-sized, pinecone-shaped endocrine organ that is nestled in the brain and connected to the third eye point, in between the eyebrows; the seat of our intuition. Ancient Greeks believed it was the connection to the realms of thought and ancient Egyptians described it as the Eye of Horus, a mystical emblem of enlightenment and insight. It is also known as the seat of the soul and has the ability to fill the body with light. It is the connecting link between the physical and spiritual worlds, which brings a deep knowing, an enlightenment, if you like. It brings awareness of who you are outside of the structure of society, and intuitively connects you to your higher self.
This tiny and amazing organ also helps to regulate sleep patterns and secretes the sleep hormone, melatonin. It's part of the endocrine system, helping the body to sense light and dark. It controls other vital aspects of our lives, body temperature, hunger, thirst, fatigue, sleep, and the orchestration of circadian rhythms. It improves the decision-making process, innovative thinking and the ability to see new possibilities.
The pineal gland produces serotonin for mood modulation, also known as the ‘happy hormone’. It influences behaviour and can help with digestion. It’s a massive contributor to our physical well-being. Heightened concentration, clarity, and tapping into higher dimensions of existence, leading to a stronger connection with spirituality, a sense of purpose and unity, and we definitely need lots more of that on this planet.
When your pineal gland is clear, you are much more receptive and able to look at things differently. It helps greatly with clarity, creativity and out of the box thinking. So, even for those who resist the ‘woo’, there’s tangible scientific evidence that it makes a difference to how we all think, reason and function.
The pineal gland is being blocked by many things, but the main culprit is fluoride. A 2019 animal study in rats (1) found those who were placed on a fluoride-free diet for 4 to 8 weeks experienced a greater increase in the number of pineal gland cells compared with those who consumed fluoridated food and drinking water.
Fluoride can cause cancer, impair bone strength, impair kidneys and thyroid function, recede gums, depress heart & cell growth, increase infertility, and - critically - block your pineal gland.
Fluoride lowers IQ and causes cognitive impairment, especially in children. It also causes skeletal fluorosis with symptoms such as weakened bones, joint pain, bone deformities and limited mobility. It has the potential to disrupt the endocrine system, disturbing hormone balance and possibly affecting reproductive and fertility issues.
So why is it in our toothpaste, water and food?
Public health policy, pharmaceutical products, water management and dental advice is informed by years of scientific information. So the decision to add fluoride is not an accident of ignorance. Governments and companies are working together to add damaging levels of fluoride to our bodies.
Why would they do that? As the biggest effect is to impair cognitive function, the evidence points to a desire to ‘dumb down’ the general population in order to make us easier to control. In knowing this, you have a choice to carry on as normal, or to start decalcifying your pineal gland and levelling up!
The first thing we can do is clean the water that we drink. I use a water distiller and filters on my taps and showers (link to explore page). A water distiller does also remove ‘good minerals’ like calcium and magnesium, but these can be replaced with vitamin supplements and Celtic Sea salt – one small crystal before each glass of water gives you over 80 minerals. The filters on my kitchen tap and shower take out fluoride and chlorine, amongst other things. I travel with filtered water when I’m out and about and would definitely recommend children take filtered water with them to school. It’s even worth checking the ingredients of bottled water, as some contain aluminium which is also harmful to our bodies.
As you can see from this image, there is a lot of other hideous stuff in our water that is slowly poisoning us. The image below was taken after cleaning three jugs of Southern Water’s finest.
I know a lot of people, myself included, are challenging the water companies and withholding payment until the quality of our water improves. People are also sending letters to them, requesting information under the freedom of information act, to ask what exactly is in the water and why is it not being cleaned out?
The next thing is to change your toothpaste and mouthwash. There are lots of great ones out there that don’t contain fluoride. I’ve always thought it was odd being told not to swallow toothpaste as it contains fluoride, yet it is being brushed straight into our systems through our gums.
Processed foods and fizzy drinks can also contain fluoride, so check the ingredients, you’ll be amazed what you see. Choose organic fruit and vegetables as much as possible.
Sungazing can have amazing benefits to your wellbeing and pineal gland, and it is safe to do just after sunrise or just before sunset (never in the middle of the day). It provides you with the vitamin D that you need and helps to improve energy, your immune function, stimulates healthy brain function, improves quality of sleep, metabolic and thyroid functions and helps with happiness and balancing our emotions.
Meditate - I prefer to call it ‘sitting in stillness’. It is time with yourself, hearing your thoughts and letting them go. Even if it’s 10 minutes every day, it can make a huge difference to your wellbeing and clarity. As the saying goes, if you don’t have time to meditate for 10 minutes each day, meditate for 30. That’s not a mistake. Make time to create space for your higher self to emerge. In time you will connect to higher states of consciousness, enabling you to hear your innate wisdom.
Yoga Nidra is my new love. It is an ancient transformative practice that can help to bring a higher level of peace and deepen your sleep. It involves lying down and being guided through a series of relaxation techniques that enable the mind to release tension and stress. There’s lots on YouTube and Spotify, my favourite is Ayla Nova.
If there’s any part of your intuition telling you that all of this might be true, do some research - there’s tons of information out there once you start looking.
When you know who you are, you are not easily controlled or easily led, because you can see the truth. If your pineal gland is clear, you have a profound and unshakably deep knowing, enabling you to easily say no to what is not working for you and yes to what feels right for you. Imagine if… we all do this, the world will be a very different and beautiful place.
Much love
Pauline
1 Rat study 2019 animal study (https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/31713773/)
your vibe
Your vibe attracts your tribe.
We are conditioned to believe that we must work really hard to be entitled to receive something when every single human is a limitless being, with the ability to manifest their desires into physical reality.
… attracts your tribe
I remember being about 7 years old and thinking “what is the actual point of this life and why am I here?” It seemed pretty boring and confusing to me. Most people are born, go to school, go to university, or get a job, get married, have children or not, get divorced (or not), retire, have grandchildren (or not) and then die. With some exceptions, many of us are indifferent about the job that we do; “it’s fine and it pays the bills”. If you had a choice, would you choose to live this way? What would you do if you realised that you had the choice all along?
We live life in the experience of our thinking and our conditioning and so if we think it’s a certain way, then that is how it will be. Many people believe that they must make things happen and that if they don’t, they worry that they’ll end up lying on the sofa all day watching Netflix. We also are conditioned to believe that we must work really hard to be entitled to receive something – neither of these things are true. Every single human is a limitless being, with the ability to manifest their desires into physical reality.
Let’s unravel what that means?
First, we must know that everything is energy and that includes us. We vibrate at a certain frequency and that sends out messages in various forms. If you look at the image below, what is the first word that jumps out at you – it’s possible, that’s where you are vibrating right now. The image is taken from Power vs Force by David Hawkins, which describes frequency and the ‘law of attraction’ in detail.
Let’s use the robot vacuum cleaner as a metaphor for describing in simple terms how this stuff works. If the robot was vibrating at the frequency of anger as it met the wall in a room, it would keep hitting the wall, never get anywhere and probably explode. If it was vibrating at the frequency of love or acceptance, it would bounce off the wall and go elsewhere (which it mostly does – not that I have one). The great thing about this understanding is that it takes you out of judgement and bias, as the higher your frequency is, you naturally move away from what doesn’t resonate with you and towards what does. Frequency does not have a class, colour, gender, sexual preference, status, or age, it applies to everyone across the board.
To get a deeper understanding of where you are vibrationally, if you consider the last few months and how you’ve responded to people and situations generally, it will give you a sense of where you are.
I remember saying to someone many years ago, “I don’t know many couples who are happily married” and their response was, “that’s because we surround ourselves with similar people ''. When you start to question who you really are, how you feel and if life is what you want it to be, understanding frequency can help you to level up and start to change your experience and environment.
The time couldn’t be more perfect to deepen our awareness as the whole planet is going through a massive shift in consciousness right now. The drama, violence, ridiculous demands, programming, and fear narrative are all inviting us to question everything, get to know who we truly are and what we are here to create.
We are being invited to higher levels of consciousness where love reigns supreme and to move away from lower levels of human bickering, drama, chaos and fear.
The Drama Triangle (by Stephen Karpman, which is used in Transactional Analysis therapy) is a brilliant way of understanding how we get drawn into drama, which keeps us stuck in a cycle of distraction and negativity. Just watch any soap or TV drama and you will see this being played out over and over. The drama keeps on escalating in order to keep people glued to the box - I’m sure nobody was killed in Coronation Street in the sixties and seventies! There are three roles in the drama triangle and most people have a preference, they are:
Persecutor: “it’s all your fault” - blames others, tending to be controlling, critical and oppressive.
Rescuer: “let me help you” – they often feel guilty if they don’t run to the rescue and then can become the persecutor if their help isn’t accepted.
Victim: “poor me” - feels that they can’t do anything about the situation and everything is futile. They are often persecuted or rescued in the drama, but can also seek help from a rescuer to perpetuate their feelings of uselessness. It is also the way a large number of the population feel when they listen to the news (which is by design).
All these roles are “one up, one down” and so they are never seen as equal. In the worst-case scenario, they can all turn on each other and chaos and explosions ensue. The only way to step out of the drama and find resolution is to be in “adult”, seeing everyone as equal and taking responsibility, not getting tangled or judging and walking away if an aligned way forward is not possible.
When you become aware of your predilection when a drama arises and the corresponding vibration, it can help you to start to change how you respond and what you need to be aware of for change to take place.
Look around you, what’s the frequency of the people in your life? What is the vibe of your tribe? How is it supporting or draining you? What has to change, what can stay and what must go? It is time to release and let go of thought patterns and emotional patterns that no longer serve you as these will keep you in a lower vibrational state and out of resonance with what you truly seek.
As you move up the frequency ladder, your ability to resonate with and manifest your heart’s desire gets easier and easier. When there’s a relational high frequency match, you flow with ease, experiencing a deep knowing of true connection and unforeseen possibilities and potentiality.
This is an invitation to keep on awakening and connecting more deeply with the truth of who you are. Together we will raise the frequency on this planet and find the peace that we truly desire.
Much love
Pauline