how I started to see beyond the illusion

an introduction to the world of ‘conspiracy theories’

I lived a pretty normal life, looking after my children, working, going out with friends, taking care of my home and while I knew that there was a huge amount of inequality, unfairness, corruption and weirdness in the world, life was pretty good. And then I met Tom and my perspective began to shift as he shared his own journey of seeing through the illusion. 

Tom had been diagnosed with Lupus, an auto-immune illness which occurs when the immune system, which normally helps protect the body from infection and disease, attacks its own tissues. This attack causes inflammation, and in some cases permanent tissue damage, affecting the skin, joints, heart, lung, kidneys, circulating blood cells, and brain. Tom was told by the allopathic (some say, conventional) doctors that he could not be cured and would be on medication for the rest of his life. After taking steroids and other drugs, Tom didn’t feel better; he felt worse and in his discomfort and pain he felt inspired to look at other ways of healing.  He stopped taking conventional medication and went on a journey of self healing with naturopathic remedies and various healing modalities, including reiki and eliminating electromagnetic frequencies. Incredibly, he actually cured himself, although his doctors preferred to call it ‘being in remission’. He was healthy, clear of disease and the Lupus never returned.

It was his healing that started Tom’s journey of research and through this, he discovered that many things on this planet were not what  he had been taught. 

Here are a handful of the insights he shared with me and led me to ‘unlearning’ what I’d previously assumed to be true.  

First came my introduction to electromagnetic frequencies (EMF), understanding where they emanate from and how harmful they are to people. Many of us will already be familiar with the sight of 5G towers all around us. In our homes, we might have smart meters, mobile phones and wifi routers. Some people are hugely affected by EMF and experience frequent headaches, lethargy and sickness. A friend recently had a 5G tower installed outside her home and began having nose bleeds and had difficulty sleeping.

Next up was the quality of our water. I always thought it was pretty good, but it turns out it's full of chlorine, fluoride (why do they tell you not to swallow toothpaste?), antibiotics, birth control, pesticides, parasites and many other unsavoury substances. I was shocked and immediately bought a water distiller. While that wasn’t the perfect solution, it was better than drinking the water coming out of the tap. I now have a water filter on my tap, which eliminates most of the harmful stuff (https://www.imagineif.love/explore).

At this point, I didn’t want to hear anymore. I felt scared that I was stepping into a world that didn’t belong to ‘people like me’. At the same time, I knew there was no turning back. I had a strong sense that what was being revealed was part of something sinister and true.

Chemtrails were the next waymarker on my journey. These long-lasting condensation trails are left in the sky by high-flying aircraft as they disperse chemical or biological agents, sprayed for nefarious undisclosed purposes. There is much debate about the difference between a chemtrail and a contrail (where condensation from a regular plane dissipates quickly). All you have to do is look up and you will often see these lines in the sky, they are visibly different to contrails left by normal planes. The chemtrails are then dispersed by something called HAARP technology (High Frequency Active Auroral Research Programme). The artist formerly known as Prince spoke about it many years ago. As a young man, he noticed that when these lines were in the sky, within 15 minutes, people would  get angry and behave in an aggressive way. 

I began to learn about climate change and the ‘conspiracy theorists’ view that there is little climate change vs a shared message from governments around the world that this is a massive problem and we are all doomed. In the 60s we were told that oil would be gone in 10 years, in the 70s there would be another ice age in 10 years, in the 80s acid rain would destroy crops in 10 years, in the 90s the Ozone layer would be gone in 10 years and in the 2000’s ice caps would be gone in 10 years. None of these happened and yet the burden of action and responsibility has been placed on the people through recycling obligations, single use plastic campaigns, fuel pricing and clean air taxes. By contrast, governments and corporations carry on with minimal constraints on policy or profit and many senior politicians and business people fly in private jets.

I have always found the level of fear mongering by the media and government disconcerting and over the years it has become clearer to me that there is an agenda to instill fear and to segregate people in order to cause in-fighting, shaming and leave no space for full and open discussion. There’s a really interesting experiment where red and black ants were put in a jar and they lived happily side by side.  The jar was then shaken and the ants were thrown into chaos, at which point, they started attacking and killing each other. If we are the ants - who is shaking our jar?

There are so many other questions that arise in the world of ‘conspiracy theories’, which I prefer to call critical thinking and curiosity. Looking in the non-obvious places for information and not the mainstream media is one way to get a broader perspective. Following the success of YouTube (which censors a lot of information), there are now other digital channels such as Rumble, Bitchute, Telegram and Signal.  The mainstream media globally is owned by the same companies who own pretty much everything, including governments, Hollywood, Disney, pharmaceuticals, healthcare, religion and much more. The priorities and actions of these global players are visibly aligned. As ‘conspiracies’ go, there are both means and motive to subvert our critical thinking faculties. The priorities and actions of these global players are visibly aligned. As ‘conspiracies’ go, there are both means and motive to subvert our critical thinking faculties.

There is also an agenda, known as eugenics, to reduce the size of the population, as discussed openly by Stanley Johnson (father of ex-PM, Boris Johnson) and Sir Humphrey Wakefield (father in law of Dominic Cummings). The agenda drives a fear- mongering narrative around lack of space and food on this planet. You only have to get on a plane and look down to know that it is not true. Farmers across Europe are paid by governments to stop producing fruit and vegetables and to grow grass on their land. I have first hand knowledge of this happening to farmers here in Kent.

I also know that there is a very small group of beings, variously known as globalists, the elite, or  the cabal, who want to control and enslave people through the theft of land and resources and exploitation of legal constructs. It’s all part of a centuries-long process that creates an illusion to keep us stuck and in fear. 

We are being told so many lies, beyond our wildest imaginings and yet, this is actually the most exciting time to be alive. More and more people are waking up to the nefarious activities and starting to question what is true and what isn’t. A great example of that is how legislation has been given precedence over the founding principles of Constitutional Law, the first principle being; ‘do no harm’. It’s frustrating to see how the ‘do no harm’ requirement is ignored and hidden by layers of legalese in favour of controlling and exploiting the general public (creating corporations such as councils and police forces to levy taxes and protect private property).

Covid lockdowns were an invitation to take some time to research these documented, yet rarely addressed ‘conspiracies’. I knew something felt off and wondered why people were being coerced, sometimes forced and often shamed into putting something into their bodies to protect others, go to work and travel. Isn‘t that what the Nuremberg code was there to protect against? I have since come to know that everything we have been told about Covid and related vaccines is a lie. The data is there on the Office for National Statistics website for all to see. It shows that millions of people have died after being vaccinated and even more have been seriously  injured over the last three years. The Centre for Disease Control (CDC) data shows that less than 1% of deaths were actually caused by Covid. Every cell in my body told me not to have the vaccine and so I didn’t.

There is so much more, such as smart (15 minute) cities, Central Bank Digital Currency, transgenderism, transhumanism and most hideous of all, child abuse and pedophilia at the highest level. Most of us know that a lot of this stuff is going on and often think “what can I do about it”?

As always, my words and articles are an invitation to get curious and start asking questions.  Do some research and see how you feel about the  information that you find. I have added a few videos to my website on the ‘explore’ page, as a starting point if you’d like to know more.

Whatever you find, It is important to look, but don’t stare.  To see what is going on and find out more. This planet is healing and it’s a very challenging time for us to experience.  The yucky stuff has to come to the surface and that is what is happening now - seeing is believing.

Where attention goes, energy flows, so acknowledge what makes you happy and do more of it.  Raising our frequency is the most important thing that every human being on this planet can do.  Stand in your truth and say no to anything that you do not agree with, no matter what. 

Much love

Pauline